{Monday, January 5, 2009} 9:30 PM
When someone breaks your heart, you feel the pain. You cry and you feel like you wanna die. You thought your life is not worth living anymore. But because youre too caught up in your own misery and sadness, you fail to notice others who are in pain too. People who get rejected, people who lost their love one through death, people who are being ignored by their lover, and people who are going through the exact same situation as you are. You failed to notice their misery. You thought you are alone in the situation, you think you have no one and if you speak up, you dont think people would understand what you feel. But thats jst the whole point, you have to speak up first so then you can share your misery and they can share theirs and only then will you realise that youre situation is not that bad, and there are people with worse situation than yours. Somehow that makes you feel better, that at least someone feels your pain and that youre not alone. It jst gives you comfort right?
Im lucky to have found Nis, who is going through the same feeling as me now. Thank you for hearing me out patiently and asking me all the appropriate questions. Ily.

Alright, lets sum up evrythg.
Weekend was fabulous, staying out with cousins till like forever. Laser quest next to al-ameen. It was nice since its been forever since we caught up with each other. Seven pounds was slow, but unexpected twist at the end, they pull it off i guess. Today was jst total fthegtjqjngnwjk . I cant describe it in words. Even if i can, i dont think i'll share. I honestly do not wish to be picked on in class because of some things i said in my blog, where i am jst being myself. Sheeeesh .

Sch till 4pm tmrw, guitar after that. Hectic life hectic day. Busy life busy day. No time for lovelife no time for daydream. Yeay, hello studies :D

And hello mister 5s538275329q7y47385781377518a452387583f84317851515I192315791q927 ,
enough of all this crap , we shall tell the whole world. Playing with feelings ? = nope, not a very wise idea. You picked her, you jumped ship. Stick to your goddamn bloody decision and stay with it. Stop pestering me, may you last till the end with her! Get a life too along the way.