{Wednesday, December 24, 2008} 9:44 PM
(i wanted to add his pic but i cant find it)

You were the one who went away ,
you were the one who made the decision to go .
And now youre going around bitching about me ?
Well excuseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee me siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiir (damnbitchytone).
Who treated who like a toy , who was pretending to like who and who was playing with feelings ?
Go and sit one corner and think of what you have done .
For i have lost all my respect to you as a guy and now i see you as the screw-ed up guy who wont and cant get over his ex who left him for another .

At the sound of his name , i can feel my blood boiling in my veins (jst imagine k) .
I used to love and now i jst want him out of my memory .
Funny , how we used to be lovey dovey yesterday and being this today .
He gave me a heartbreak so real that i really thought i could hear my heart shatter .
And for once , i really did regret knowing him .
But yet , whenever i feel so alone and i think of him ,
i somehow laugh to myself and feel so happy .
I would construct how we met , how we talked and how we went out together .
All those moments seem to make me happy ,
until i come to the part where i remembered how it ended .
Then i would feel my blood boiling in my veins (jst imagine again) ,
and feel this so much hate for him .
What is this feeling called ?
(this sound like a sappy love song and yet its somehow true oh wth)

Alright cheer up love birds .
Today i did the dance thing and like shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit okay .
Cause i really really really cant dance and i can see that my teacher is trying very hard to not give up on me .
Oh well i should get this done and over with .

On the brighter side , i have done my homeworks and and and and ,
okay there is no "and" and no other brighter side .
What a life!

Do visit Nina's blog and read what lovely things she has done for cbt .
Greatly missed aye 1A 07 .
:D