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I admit, i am difficult


{Wednesday, December 31, 2008} 7:51 PM

Alright , lets keep this short and simple .
Lovely pictures put up , those whom i love , one way or another .
Before getting all lengthy , lets list the bests of everything .

Best memory of 2008 : 27May08 , 27May08 , 27May08 . Philippines with lovely babies , teachers day where i met up all the ex netballers , days with hany and aqilah and nina and Nissy and 2A :D

Most disappointing event : When i found out that the person whom i could trust actually disliked me alot (im sure there was alot, but this is the most disappointing i can rmbr.)

Most regretted event : Knowing 1234hi5 .

Best thing of 2008 : Having to find out the hard way that we should not judge people by its cover.

Alright , i seriously cant thing of anymore best and most , so i shall leave it like that .

2008 was full of memories , ranging from sadness to happiness . I cant possibly blog about 1st jan all the to 31th dec right ? Hahha , thus i shall try to put it in simpler paragraphs . What shall i say bout it ? Alright , i knew alot of different kind of people during this year . I knew zoroku, cintaku, 1234hi5 . All of them came in and out, leaving a deep impact on me. To say that i loved cintaku the most, now that sounds cheesy doesnt it? But i guess thats what i really felt. Oh well, puppy love. Hahhaha . Having to have knwn them, it now makes tired and sick of all this puppy love. So you see, there is a positive outcome of having to know them, it makes me sick of all this puppy love. :D

Lets talk about school now. School was alright i guess. I guess i didnt bonded with 2A as much as i did with 1A. Nevertheless, i had fun with them. I remembered about class champion, how happy we were. I remembered how mr choh used to talk talk to us for like a long time. I remembered how faiz broke my gift and i was sad with him for weeeeeeeeeeeks. I remembered how i used to love to quarrel with navindran and copy all of neville's homework. I remembered all about the black dots and how we loved to give mr sha a bad time and how sufi loved to give a remark about everythg mr sha said. I remembered how draggy maths lessons seemed to be. I remembered evrythg about 2A(almost). 2A was fun, dreading and damn well noisy. They made me day at times, others i jst wish i could go home that moment. Im sure to miss those moments i had with 2A since it'll be new classmates next year. But i still have navindran to quarrel with, faiz to talk rubbish with and neville whom i can copy answer from next year. So i wont be that bad aye ? :D

Moving on to CCA. Guitar has been nothing but fun. Eventho we have our quarreling moments like how i did have with amirul all because of a simple matter, guitar mates still makes my day. Every practice is fun, because of the jokes we create. We are family, happy and sad moments together. Guitar camp was best, because i fell on my birthday too. Everyone tolerated my rubbish that day because it was my birthday. And i cant forget how we would walk around the sch at night looking for stuff(!) . And the Philippines trip jst makes us bond stronger. We had crazy practice moments, but those we well spent. Philippines was the best with guitar mates. Ily you ppl , AND GOLD WITH HONOURS GO SYF! Jiayou guitar ensemble! :D

Next, we shall talk about all the kind of friendship moments ive had this year. It has been rough. Several childish quarrel with navindran, and with buva and aqila and aqilah and well almost everyone -.- True, most of the quarrel jst make us go stronger, but the others jst makes us drift away from one another. Truth be told, i feel totally put off when i have one of this childish quarrel. It doesnt makes sense right, that we actually can be quarrel over small matters at this age. I learnt alot thru all the quarrels ive had with them, and to those who i did wrong, well karma has struck me. To buva especially, i can feel what you used to feel.
Couples can break up, marriage can end with a divorce. But friendship? Its not that simple afterall. Everyone is unique, and its really hard to have a friendship with someone. Everyone has there own opinion, and the different opinion can sometimes be the cause of our quarrel. Other times, we jst feel envy of our friends because of the things they have. We want to have what they have and we would go to all cost jst to get it. We might not realise or see, that in order to get what we want, we would sometimes have to disappoint our friend. But what do we care? We are all selfish humans. Only after we lost what we had, will we regret it. By then, it'll be too late.
So to all the friends i have, thank you for being such great people. :D

I miss cbt and 1A still, and how Botak used to rock and i miss being called Jean Grey. Most of all, im sure to miss this year no matter how bad and sucky it used to be :D

I have talked bout lovelife, CCA and friendship. Is there anythg i should talk about? I guess not?
Not that i would want you to read, i dont have any.

Oh, i said this last year, i shall say it again this year.
In a year, out a year. Study, pressure, exam, results. Crush, love, stead, heartbreak. Whats the difference?

Oh well, Happy New Year lovely people. May this 2009 bring better memories and experience and be a year you'll never forget :D

ps/ i dont knw whether you'll be reading, but i think ive never thanked you for 27May. Well, thank you for it, it gave me a sense of belonging for the months after that.


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