{Saturday, November 22, 2008} 2:47 PM
"It feels sucky aye ,
knowing that youre friend is in the hospital ,
still sick and wont eat her lunch .
Not knowing when she'll be fine again ,
and just hoping for the best .
Its kinda of stupid ,
cause there's nothing that you can actually do to make her recover fast ,
except to pray for her .
And sometimes ,
when you look at her and see her cry ,
you jst wish you could trade places with her....

It feels sucky aye ,
when your bestfriend for like forever ,
who has always been there for you ,
even in the busiet moments ,
suddenly dont have time to talk with you ,
to ask about your love life and the latest gossip .
Running around here and there ,
managing her life ,
that she even forgotten ,
that her bestfriend will be flying off soon .
Maybe she is busy , you tell yourself .
But when the reality hits you ,
it hits you hard .
The fact that she's changing ,
and you should actually give her some space ,
and stop clinging around ,
it does hurt , doesnt it ?

Its feels sucky aye ,
when you leave the one you've been knowing for quite some time ,
jst to be owned by someone you've known for a very short period of time .
You thought you've made a good decision ,
thinking that finally youve found THE RIGHT one ,
but when he leaves you hanging ,
then only you realise that youve found THE RIGHT NOW guy ,
not THE RIGHT guy .
When he leaves , you were broken for many days ,
and you tell yourself enough is enough .
But he comes back ,
and you were sweetened by his sweet talk .
You made yourself fall for him again ,
hoping he'll catch you this time .
But again , he jst lets you fall ,
and sink deep deep down ,
where no one can rescue you...."