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I admit, i am difficult


{Thursday, November 13, 2008} 9:30 PM

Hello ,
today i was late for guitar ,
cause i forget where i put my specs ,
so i had to use my contact lens .
the sad was that the contact lens was being an ass ,
so i had time adjusting to it .
yes, a very sad life indeed .
wthell -.-

Then had to go for councillor stuff ,
and some shit happened before like ,
which like totally pissed me off .
So had to help around ,
and it all ended well ,
I had fun(?) ,
especially the part where i had to stuff things in ,
aye aly ?
LOL .

It ended early ,
so i hanged out with my friend ,
and we were like talking talking .
We were putting missing pieces together(?) ,
and it all now makes sense .
haha , wthell .
I had fun though ,
we were practically talking veeeeery loudly at kfc ,
* laugh out real loud -.-

K den i was suppose to meet the-girl-whom-i-think-is-the-prom-queen-ex-boyf ,
but he didnt turn up cause he sick!
Honestly , i was damn right pissed off ,
cause i was really expecting it ,
but he was sick ,
nothing i could do aye ?
wtheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeell .

There'll be another guitar session tmrw ,
and im looking forward to it ,
and Philippines too , lalala .

You knw,
while helping out jst now ,
i wonder what i'd do when you'd finally graduate .
im sure it'll feel different ,
it alrdy is when youre absent from sch.
its weird, dont you think ?
that we used to be like,
idk , close ?
and now we barely talk ,
morerather smile .
what has happened to us ?
didnt we said we'd continue to be friends ?
i keep seeing 27 ,
i wonder if it still rings a bell in your head .
evrythg that happened btween us ,
was because of my selfishness .
you so do not deserve this ,
you so do not deserve me .
you deserve so so so much better ,
and i guess ,
i think i will be able to understand one day why you stop talking to me ,
and look at me as though i shud be prisoned .


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