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I admit, i am difficult


{Saturday, October 4, 2008} 8:34 AM

SELAMAT HARI RAYE!
I am so exhausted from th holiday ,
and school .
Exams are happening now ,
and school's gonna end at the end of this month !
Fuck it, i am so goddamn happy jst thinking bout it .
;D

so okay ,
i seek forgiveness from all of you whom ive hurt ,
physically , emotionally , mentally .
Especially Loverboy , Ramly , Ain-k and Dew .
Super duper heart heart .
;D



Dearest love .
Anak dara mama ;D
Cool eh gi raye pakai kain pelakat and shorts ? -.-
Kampong grandmama , I took pictures while ...

Mamaku do ketupat ,
Love do the cooking ,
Babygirl water the plant after the rain ,
And dearest love following too .


Now and forever sisters , LOVE .
I told myself i wouldnt blog ,
cause its jst fcking 8.50 in the morning ,
and i am tired so i shud get rest eh ?
But i jst cant help it .
I dont wanna write long long cause i knw you all will be bored reading .
Ha-ha .

Raye at kampung was F U N .
cause you knw ,
ive been having my first day of raye their since like 14 years ago ?
Hah ,
and the atmosphere along with the firecrackers is jst different .
And i get to meet my ahli mesyuarat tingkap members that i missed .
And i get to skip sch (HOOOOORAY) .
and the best part is ,
i get to escape the noise and stress from the city .
So tell me ,
mcm mane tak fun seh ?
OH !
and i get to meet cousin hotstuffs!
:D

Yesterday was exams and i was disappointed .
nobody told me there was a word limit for speech ,
so goodbye eng , im gonna fail you .
i dont care lah psl eng .
what matter most is my sciences and maths .
i wanna score i wanna score i wanna score .
pffffffffffffft .

Then had lunch with dearest love lil fam ,
and did bracelet with Aqilah and Liyana ;D

& do you knw whats the best part of the holiday ?
the fact that i didnt even think of you .
its odd , not being able to go online and see you there ,
but besides that , thoughts of you werent occupying my mind .
i didnt even see your face when i closed my eyes .
i felt blessed .an
could this be a hint ,
that i can survive without you , afterall ?
Only time will tell love .
;D



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