YESTERDAY'S PICTURES .
so went raye with guitar mates ,
and it was a nice way to spent my sunday night .
evryone was being lovelys ,
and i laughed quite alot .
" nak jadi doctor kene ade telescope , boleh dgr heartbeat org " HAHA .
" eh syafiq , rumah kau open hse kan ? " " ah ? tak ? OH, SYAFIQ LAGI SATU ? " HAHA .
At Amy's house there was a cat , and atik's gf got excited -.-
and atik vomited on the way to my house .. patot nyer gf die yg vomit , not him -.-
hahah , so yea it was fuuuuuuuuuuuuun :D
as for today ,
i went to sch all because of the combination form .
if nt i wud've stayed at home and sleeeeeeeeeeeep .
i was nearly late today morning ,
and if i didnt run , sure late lah eh .
the rocket thing was fun ,
except for the part where i was drenched and evryone cud see evrythg , NOT FUNNY .
and then the lil fam part was nice .
we're getting stronger and yes , i love lilfam alright .
i told them evrythg and they were shocked .
we shared our stories and said our piece :D
then slaaaaaaaaacked in class and after sch was the best part .
since exams are over, i went to enjoy after sch (duh) and then to liyana's house .
we continued the story there and we karaoke-d .
( i heard thunderstorms jst now , ni mesti psl bongsu sing ;P )
we ate and ate , and pretty much enjoyed ourselves .
tmrw is sch , and i hope there wont be any cca ,
ive made plans ;D
if its in pink , then yes its for you .
today at the canteen, we played true and dare .
and they asked me a bonus question ,
do i still love you (-.-) .
i didnt knw wht to say , i was strucked by that question .
then i asked myself , do i still love you .
i gave it a thought , and after much thinking ..
duh i do still love you but not as much as i used to .
things have changed between us , you have changed ( dont ask me how ) .
on the way home , you gave me a call ,
and asked me why i didnt tell you .
i asked if it was important , and you said yes .
i was shocked by your ans .
before, when i asked you whether i was important , you didnt give an answer .
but now , after all this , you said its important .
what is exactly important , me or the decision that i made ?
that day , when you called , the last few words you said was " love you " eh ?
hah , did you knw that i nearly fell of my chair laughing ?
cause ive been waiting for so long to hear you said it ,
and when you did, it sounded so funny and so ... well .. wrong .
probably because ( correct me if im wrong )
i knw that you dont really truly mean it and you jst said it for the sake of saying it .
then , you shudnt have said it in the first place kan ?
urgh .
so now , we shud get things straight okay .
you and i are friends , stop looking at me as tho ive done a big mistake .
you dont like anythg you can tell me cause we're friends ,
you have any problems you can share with me cause we're friends .
you are bored you can call me cause we're friends ,
you feel lonely you can text me cause we're friends .
we are friends and friends stay forever .
its not because that i hate you that i dont want you to be my cintaku ,
but its because that i love THIS much that i want you as my friend ,
cause evn if i cant have you as my bf , a friend is still alright .