{Wednesday, October 22, 2008} 8:48 PM
whats up with you all ,
how come you are talking as tho you knw my real situation ?
i knw youre just giving advice , but can you please at least be realistic bout it ?
why are you all giving me advice and talking bout it ,
making it sound as if ive made the biggest mistake ever ,
and that i should regret it ?
come on lah ,
ppl need a second chance in life .
i knw that my decision hurt some hearts ,
but then again it is MY decision and im not gonna regret it .
cause i dont wanna end up as a pathetic loser ,
regretting the decision that i have already made .
all i need for you all is jst your support .
im not strong, i repeat , im not strong .
you guys are my strength ,
and i need you all .

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tmrw is the last day of sch ,
:D

ive gotten my results today ,
and i jst wanted to bury myself deep under the ground ,
after head banging my head on the wall .
:/

so yes, that was what happened today .
and it sucked , so much .

i wished i didnt ask you where you were ,
i wished i didnt go to the lib that day .

i heard youre promoted ?
haiya , still want your ben and jerrys ah ?
:/