{Sunday, October 12, 2008} 6:33 PM
this is unfair .
you were swearing as tho you hated it so much .
yet when i asked , you said you didnt .
you said you were happy etc etc etc .
im sure youre gonna hold against me evrythg im about to say ,
so yea, i'll deal with it .

i dont knw what you think of me now ,
and i dont think i wanna knw .
im tired of explaining my feelings to you ,
but yet you dont seem to get the hint .
argh .

and atleast i had the courtesy to tell you what i was doing ,
whom im contacting with ,
and i even wrote it on blog .
and if you had any doubts , you cud have asked me .
but you ,
i dont knw what you do evryday after sch ,
i dont knw who youre contacting it .
you said youre always with your friends ,
and you cud jst have been lying .

my trust towards you is fading ,
but somehow , the love .....
uh , no comments .

and yea ,
your ben and jerry's ,
soon alright ,
as promised .