{Thursday, September 11, 2008} 9:48 PM
Im becoming into someone i thought i'll never be .
because of bfgf LOVE ,
ive neglected my surroundings .

im becoming into a person ,
whom i once promised myself i will never be .
cause i knw what it felt like to be left for someone else .

and yea , now im turning into the person .
ironic isnt it ?

hah , i seriously didnt knw you felt this way .
cause in school you slalu look away when i look at you .
i thought you dont wanna talk to me .
sebab tu i didnt start a convo ,
instead i went to your classmate .
cause she like lyn what i say .
i panggil name you and you jst walked away ?
i thought you had no mood , thats why i didnt persuade .
tadi at traffic light , i waved , dengan semangat .
and what you did , you jst jln .
you disappointed at me , tapi give me a chance ?
im sorry , for treating you this way .
but i myself have my own problems ,
that neither you hany aqilah atau nina tau .
there are things that i keep to myself ,
and its killing me inside .
im sorry psl slalu tak lyn you till it made you feel that youre gonna lose me .
please , if you feel that , i dont knw what to say .
); .
you can break this love between us , but the love can never die .
i have always treasured your presence ,
you were the one who gave me the strength to move on without z .
( cause other gf had own problems too at that time ) .
and i will always treasure your presence .
cause youre my twin ,
my dearest dearest dearest twin .

i dont knw if this will make any difference now ,
but ily .. ):

you taught me the wrong stuff ,
you're not here now when i need you .
i dont knw if u saw what happened in canteen when you came in .
but i was releasing my anger at him , ntg more .
but i still love you ,
ironic eh .